Protected: Inner inner circle: sigh

“Along with the idea of romantic love, she was intro­duced to another – phys­ical beauty. Prob­ably the most destructive ideas in the his­tory of human thought. Both ori­gin­ated in envy, thrived in insec­urity, and ended in dis­il­lu­sion.” ~Toni Mor­rison, The...

Protected: inner circle: clarity

Well, I know where I stand with Matt and I’m unsur­prised. I prob­ably shouldn’t have pushed for a response on Feb 15 for my own sanity (only in the sense of posting what I posted), but why not con­tinue the tra­di­tion? At least I didn’t see...

Protected: Inner circle: Valentine’s Day…

I told Matt he had to organise the next big thing we did because I’d organ­ised so many things recently and he came up with a doozy. Valentine’s Day, no less, dinner and a movie… and he sug­gested Ti Amo (Italian for ‘I love you’ for anyone who doesn’t know...

Protected: Absence…

Matt is in Hawaii. I miss him, even though we’re talking most days via IM. He’s cal­ib­rating a new instru­ment that’s been attached to the bottom of the Gemini tele­scope that does infra-red spec­tral cap­ture at the same time as vis­ible spectra and he’s...

Protected: Inner circle: Just friends…

So, I’m a bit con­fused. I had lunch with Matt today. After the love­li­ness of Sol­stice night, he hadn’t really called me, he’d can­celled on the Sat­urday night out I thought we were having, we’d had lunch once and then when I called him...